Battling Loneliness & Heaviness

No one ever told me that motherhood was a battle against loneliness & heaviness every day. No one ever told me that I would have to battle sleepiness in order to spend time with Jehovah each day and that would lose that battle nearly every time. No one ever told me that I would be willing to sacrifice my happiness for my little someone's sake. Lord, I can't do this without You. I don't want to do this without You. I miss You terribly...